This morning I was in that mindset and my husband had had enough. He called me into his den where he works when he is working from home. There's a small cushioned chair in the corner and he had turned it around so that the back was facing the middle of the room. He told me to pull down my pants and bend over the back of the chair. I started to complain and he swatted my bottom and told me my unwillingness to submit just earned me 25 extra swats. Reluctantly, I pulled down my jeans and panties and bent over the chair.
He rubbed my bottom while he lectured me on my attitude and I felt like crying already, knowing what was coming. He told me that my attitude was hurting our marriage and our family, and I knew he was right. "What should we do about this?" He asked. "Are you able to stop this attitude on your own?" He asked. I didn't answer him at first and he swatted me twice with his hand. "Are you able to stop this attitude on your own?"
"No," I whimpered.
"Then, what must we do about it?" He asked again.
"You should punish me for it," I said.
He rubbed my bottom again. "I don't like to punish you," he said. "But, our relationship and our family peace is more important than my dislike of having to discipline you. Do you understand that?" He asked.
"Yes," I said.
Then he explained that he was going to give me a long and hard spanking so that I would remember that my attitude effects everyone in the household and that I need to keep it all together.
He started with his hand and spanked me until my cheeks were very red and hot. Then he whipped me with the strap until I began to cry. Then he pulled me over his lap on the sofa and spanked me hard and fast with the wooden paddle. The faster he spanks me the more it hurts and I cried hard. Last, he had me lay down on the floor with my bottom pushed up into the air and he caned me 20 swats. This left tiny bruises on my bottom, but my soul felt light and free and my attitude and outlook on life has greatly improved.
Instead of corner time, we both orgasmed and then he held me for a few moments. When that was over, he rolled me over in bed and gave me a reminder spanking with his hand. 50 more rapid fire lashes.
I'm smiling now and so is he. I'm so grateful that he knows when to take the reigns and bring me to a better place.